Me and my interestingly dull life

it has come to an end

Mon, 10 Sep 2007 11:22:47 GMT

~i officially announce the closure of this journal~

new blog at http://whendestinyunfolds.blogspot.com =)

Fri, 07 Sep 2007 12:08:10 GMT

today wasn't a very productive day of studying becoz i studied ECONS. i juz lost my momentum in the afternoon and went home.. i think i'm juz a very science person.. ok so my sister added all the high sch musical 2 parts in youtube to favourites on internet and i watched it for the whole 1 hr plus.. quite nice.. but the quality of the video is of coz not up to standard.. so i'm going to watch it again on disney channel this sunday night! the official launch of the new disney channel movie!! yeah~ ok so while i was watching, my dad called to ask me to bring him an umbrella ( he was stuck at the MRT station becoz of the heavy rain) so i was halfway crossing the road with my feet soaked and my dad called out to me from behind... and i turned to see him holding an umbrella!! so i found out later tt some good old man saw my dad holding ntuc plastic bag, watching the heavy rain and took pity on him... lol and he gave him the umbrella!! its so heartwarming to know that there are still kind people around once in awhile =D

anyway i'm currently so in love with coco lee's
BEFORE I FALL IN LOVE

{Verse 1:}
My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
Cuz my heart's been through it before
Am I just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true
Could you really be

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now
Before I fall in love

{Verse 2:}
And I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I wanna take a chance
Oh please
Give me a reason to believe
Say you're the one that you'll always be

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now
Before I fall in love

{Bridge:}
It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say...

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now
Before I fall in love

Ratatouille

Tue, 04 Sep 2007 11:57:21 GMT

juz came back from watching ratatouille with my sisters~ nice show.. nice plot.. make me ponder about seeing the world from a rat's perspective... hmms... and the rat's quite cute in some actions.. its name is REMY!! haha i remember a line GUSTEAU ( the dead chef) said, '' if you focus on wats left behind, you'll never know wat lies ahead.'' of course, this is not smth new to us, but it always take someone to say it maybe in a movie or book to make u really think bout stuffs seriously. so i'll like to dedicate this special line to tianshi (if ur reading this) =)

i wan a laptop!

Mon, 03 Sep 2007 13:28:18 GMT

ok currently i'm juz freaking pissed off by my com. its acting weird AGAIN and i got the urge to complain bout it. the desk top is not wat its suppose to look like...its going back to the older version of windows... where's my current desktop?! shit! and and... my homepage is changed. my live messenger is gone.. and wen i click on my windows messenger it doesn't open! wen i click on properties nth happens... so i tried to change the look through control panel but the window doesnt open! very good... so i try to open a file from litespeed.. guess wat? no microsoft words either! WTH? the whole mic office 2000 is gone?!?!? so i try to open wins media player to listen to music to cool down and OF COURSE it doesnt work.. well at least my internet is working -.- im gonna shut down and retry...

my feet is so sour ( direct translation from mandarin)

Fri, 31 Aug 2007 15:56:40 GMT

argh! i cant get rid of tt ache in my feet.. been walking standing walking standing the whole day. from going to sch to dancing mass dance (yeah right.), from going to Giant (IMM) to going to sheng siong (west coast). from helping out in the kitchen for Lihui's bbq to helping out at the bbq pit. from playing badminton to walking 2km to the bus stop. from taking bus to taking train. wow... wat a fun but tiring day.. =D
~~juz thinking of the next 9 days of studying 4 the prelims sucks.~~

why was i ~~disappointed~~ wen u din turn up

hi! im ms bug, u can call me flu

Mon, 27 Aug 2007 11:39:14 GMT

no mood
no appetite
no motivation

dun think like a girl

Wed, 22 Aug 2007 14:03:51 GMT

had a fun time studying with the usual pp and crapping lame jokes with tommy once again... we both are so freaking lame..can crack jokes from anything..even OTAH... LOL den mdm seetoh came and said we cant study at the benches.. =( we were not very willing to move to the canteen. the environment at our usual spot is so freaking nice to study la! with the cool night breeze occassionally blowing...hopefully no more teachers chase us off next time...

right from the start, ur paranoia puts me off. things didnt happen becoz it happened. it happened becoz u thought it happened. but actually it didnt. but den it happened. and it went on a vicious cycle. the day wen everything is over and back to normal is the day u stop thinking like a girl.

accidentally in love

Mon, 20 Aug 2007 12:13:55 GMT

came across this song wen i was surfing youtube... totally lifted my mood =D

"Accidentally In Love"

So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love

Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no

Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love

Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love [x7]

Accidentally

I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally [x2]

Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her

Love ...I'm in love

dun expect anything from me if u dun do ur part

Sat, 18 Aug 2007 15:21:19 GMT

my dad had another car accident today... wat? like 2 in 5 days?? wats the probability of being involved in a car accident twice in 5 days if X~Po(3)?
ok had been doing regression, normal dist, normal dist, and more normal dist for the whole day. i think i did like 25 questions in total... taking an A level paper to be 3hrs, which consist of around 10 questions, i think wat i completed amounted to at least 2 and a half paper... which means it takes about 7.5 hours. since its not a real paper so i had the benefit of analysiing each question longer den it should take... so i should be studying for around 8 hours plus. so in conclusion, i had a rather productive day studying... haha...

06s22 rocks~

Wed, 15 Aug 2007 14:07:10 GMT

woohoo~ our class guys represented rono house in bball interhouse and won 2nd position!! =) they played well but many got injuries.... tsk tsk...

'' oh ya bey ya som''

desmond CHEONG AH!!!!

manager Mr. Fua and assist manager Mr. Tang

opps.. imitating someone...

dun stay out too late this month

Tue, 14 Aug 2007 14:12:38 GMT

i am very thankful to be living in a very fortunate environment... although sometimes i wish my life to be better, it is relatively good enough compared to the more unfortunate ones...
so back to reality, i got 13/35 for my inorganic chem test....

FAILED~ oh well... cant be too sad since i didnt study

hard enough to be really sad... haha.. i juz prefer organic la...
anyway i saw a poster in the sch library that says this- '' Our thoughts and imagination are the only real limits to our possibilities. '' quite motivating =) hopefully whoever reads this also think so~

Mon, 13 Aug 2007 14:30:46 GMT

is it a pure coincidence?

Mon, 13 Aug 2007 12:53:20 GMT

my dad was caught in a car accident today.. lucky nth bad happen to him... but got a swell in his head... dunno will have side effects not... he had a lady and a baby passenger with him in the cab too..and they didnt put on safety belt... lucky for them too...thank god..and the culprit driver(lady) was telling my dad today is the first day of the hungry ghost month... tsk tsk... incense paper burning everywhere... i guess its not wise to go home late... but how to study in sch like that? oh man...

rush hour 3 is nice~

Fri, 10 Aug 2007 15:27:35 GMT

went changi to study with phebe from 11.30 to 5pm.. was quite productive in doing my chem rev. ex.
den we went taka to meet JS and WL and had our dinner there before watching rush hour 3.. rush hour really very rush... 1hr 20 min only.. but was damn funny... especially wen chris told jackie chan '' u cant be a black man, there's a height requirement''... wa this line totally rocks la.. the scriptwriter muz be super good at suaning pp.. lol..anyway it was a ''farewell'' meeting for JS coz he's flying off tmr night to brunei for NS training.. and sadly he will have to spend his birthday there.... =( will miss him...

oh sis ash twenti too

Thu, 09 Aug 2007 01:56:32 GMT

yeah~ we had our class bbq yesterday... finally some sort of gathering ever since.... i think chalet during last december? hmm... not full attendance though (as expected) but den everyone had a great time ( i hope so) ok firstly i muz apologise to phyllis for dropping her hp while trying to get her camera... =( really guilty...
so anyway, the guys started off playing bball and more bball after the national day celebration. i was wif QH studying for awhile and we went to JP subway ... den i met up with the class pp at KS's place and went sheng siong's to buy the food.
ms quek, ms tiong and KS's family joined us too. we bbq-ed from like 6pm to 11pm and ate the ice cream cake ms quek bought for us.in between some of us played UNO, some ni-wo-ta game, and there was this laughing game we played tt made us laugh till our stomachs ache. den around 11.35 i had to rush home with des,XY and jess to catch the last train. but we were too late wen we reached lakeside MRT. so we shared a cabbie and i reached home at 12.30pm..way past curfew! woohoo~ had so much fun!

team ''aiyo''

Sat, 04 Aug 2007 11:22:35 GMT

netball interhouse was a success for my team today! consist of me, jess, yanping, phyllis, desmond, yuefeng, sengloong, kangsheng, xuanyi.. we gals got no subs so have to play all 4 games..although we were very rush at times, we still managed to bring the ball down and s
hoot it in =D and end up...we won 3 games and draw 1 and got the champions!~ so happy for us.. class spirit!!! played from maybe 9am to 1pm? weather was super terrible. some got sunburnt...
so we went to have lunch at JP together. looking for seats and end up in KFC...some pp eat liao den went off...abit sian..haha but nvm at least we ate together =D

[siyun's sandwich made me feel loved again~! =D]

time-spaceless,dimensionless

Fri, 03 Aug 2007 13:53:44 GMT

yeah~ today's friday! means 2 more days to monday! haha wat a sadistic point of view... hmm this week my life has been riding on the emotional roller coaster.. from feeling happy to sad to excited to disappointed. well, this is wat life should be rite? without emotions will life be as interesting?
ok didnt study after class today... went to play netball with the class guys and ping ping. so fun but yet have to end very soon coz ms leo(dunno how to spell) have to lock the pe department =( went to find siyun and we ended up having a long long talk. sat outside squash court, sat at grandstand.. feel that im another inch closer to her =)
got 31/50 for phy test. ok not very high yet not too low... no feelings towards this kinda marks.. buck up!!

i guess it can only be this way between us. let time heal all wounds.

dun push the responsibility to others

Thu, 02 Aug 2007 13:30:27 GMT

seng loong taught me a new song tt he and some other pp composed on the piano!! he play until so nice.. i will nv reach tt standard =( but i will work on it! but sort of forget some parts already...oh no too much memory work.. and i haven finish studying for tmr's chem test! no motivation..........

someone please help me off the tap in my nose!!

Wed, 01 Aug 2007 13:53:25 GMT

my phone came back to life at 8.54pm today!! wat a miracle.. although there's still water in the screen,its amazing tt it still can work after the ordeal it went thru... hmm muz be becoz its as tough as me!! lol.. but i will expect some side effects in the near future. hope i wont kena any electric shock or wat while using it.. nice QH bought me poky and nice YF bought me kinder bueno during our break to cheer me up =D and even though i cant eat it today,its a happy day!

smack right back into reality

Tue, 31 Jul 2007 12:12:30 GMT

WAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DROPPED MY PHONE IN THE TOILET BOWL AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT WENT INTO COMA ALREADY AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I THINK NO HOPE AHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAITING FOR SOME CPR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CANT FIND ALL THE CONTACTS AHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CANT BELIEVE THIS HAPPENED TO ME AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i got my pedal~

Mon, 30 Jul 2007 11:46:12 GMT

i got my pedal~ i got my pedal~ woohoo!! this day finally arrived! from the moment qihui bought it yesterday at yamaha music sch for me ( of coz i paid her back) i couldnt wait to get my hands on it!! and this morning wen i get my hands on it, i couldnt wait to use it!! and now i've tried it...woohoo~ the keyboard sound is so much nicer...this dearest pedal of mine cost $46( after discount coz QH is a student of them).. bit ex... but i love it! today is such a happy day =D

living in my own little world

Fri, 27 Jul 2007 14:42:59 GMT

i spent 13 and a half hours in sch today...minus away all the breaks, i think i studied for 11 hours! omg tts madness... i've never treasured studying time so much~ end up reaching home at 10pm...yawns* to others it may seem like i have no life... indeed i dun...but i like wat im doing..hoho..and the weather has been very cooling for the past few days =) love the downpour...love the smell of rain..if only the temperature remains like this..hmm..

end is nearing

Thu, 26 Jul 2007 14:48:21 GMT

i love my JC life more den any period of time throughout my education years. i wont let anything come in the way and spoil my remaining days left before i graduate. i wont be bothered by trivial matters tt threaten to snatch away my optimistic mind.

stupid M.C.

Wed, 25 Jul 2007 13:39:04 GMT

the stupid M.C. visited me today, causing me to lose concentration in class. and econs make up lesson seemed like 10,000 years long. but had fun during the 1 hour break playing netball with des,SL,KS,XY,YF,jess,pingping.=) im losing my fitness!!!
wen sch finally ended i didnt have the mood to study so i went to LT3 to play piano and some bgc guys were studying along the benches outside. i din wan to go in alone so nice leonard and benjamin went in with me. started playing and playing and playing den belinda came in. den started playing and playing and playing. den more and more pp came(siyun,jacjac,paul,ziwei,khairiz,ernest) so it sort of became like they were studying in LT3 while i entertain them with the piano...den the climax was wen paul stood on stage and sang ''an jing'' with the operating mic with me playing the background music.. so nice! it was like some superstar performance =D except i kept making mistakes.. LOL i didnt study for like 3 and half hours(which i was playing) until the uncle came to lock the doors at 6pm. it took me awhile to settle down with work coz the song ''tui hou'' kept haunting my mind. im so currently addicted to the song for like 3 days already. i wonder how long will it take before i get sick of it..hmm.... anyway, had fun today~

a step further

Sat, 21 Jul 2007 16:09:42 GMT

i didnt regret stepping out of my house and forgoing my youtubing time this morning to make my way to sentosa even though it was raining here at my residential area. thanks to the encouragement from QH. =)
J2 team OD members( i wonder if earnest invited all) were supposed to go to sentosa for an outing, but it turned out to be only ernest,leonard,boxiang,edmund,ziwei,paul,benjamin,zhiming,johnson,qihui and me ( yeah, its only the 2 of us of the opp gender) for the first half of the outing. we went to eat our lunch at the hawker centre, and wasted some time at vivo, and made our way into sentosa, which was already drizzling. it seemed like the day was going to be boring, but wen we got into the water and played ''rugby'' with the SCHOOL's volleyball(think ernest stole it =P). it kind of got very fun, and there were casualties. ernest suffered the most from a cut on his feet and left eyelid. he was juz lying there on the sand and kept pretending he was going to die and told us he wants a white coffin and he like white roses and how his photo frame should be like. omg.. but nth happened to him la.. we stopped the game and sort of slack around in the water.
den later it got bored. brilliant me suggested playing captain's ball with me and QH being the ''captain''. it was sooooooo fun! everyone was laughing and wrestling and having a great time. i tasted lots of salt though. later we got tired and took a rest. den the we started building a lump of sand which has no meaning. and we converted it to ''hong zhong'' ( majong tile). we moved on to play volleyball with 2 persons in a team. winners stay, losers out. QH and me a team. tts wen yuzheng and banhao finally came. talk bout sincerity. lol.. i didnt like playing volleyball coz it hurts my wrist to the core, but i really enjoyed myself this time becoz the guys (who took turns being the umpire) sort of side QH and me (coz we were the only gals) and we ''trashed'' every guys team for like 7 or 8 rounds? another fun activity we had...
so we showered and went to vivo's subway to have our dinner together. Bobo started his acrobatics performance by trying to hold as many straws on his face as possible. we were all laughing madly. i think the other diners were rather irritated by his act...lol...but who cares? after that we walked around and the guys bought like 3 glass bottles of dunno wat alcoholic drink and i bought 3 bars of chocolates! (boost,timeout,twirl) we went up to the rooftop and had a truth or dare session with the glass bottle as the thing we use to spin. it was overall a rather good heartfelt talk session tt ended well (at least wen i left them at 10.05pm coz of my curfew). dunno how the others felt but QH and i got to noe the guys a depth further. and i sort of made new frens! =) i got to talk to those i didnt spoken with before and knowing everyone now gives me a sense of satisfaction. Overall, it was really a great outing for me and the BGC guys are really nice~i will treasure this wonderful day in my memory =D